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March 26, 2012
Between all my emotional and physical pain i am feeling right now. I dont know what of the 3 evils is worse to get rid of the stress- My drug addictions, cutting, or eating disorders, which all i have stopped…for now. I’ve hit breaking point my body in naturally starting to go back towards the eating disorders since i have digestive issues. The memories that haunt me and the people and things that try to follow me is to much on top of school. School is a real killer not people, but the work. Then on top of that my job hasnt had me working for I dont know what reason but hasnt fired me. So now I feel forced to get another job for money. I feel like i have mostly everything or everyone at some point almost every day, without doing so intentional. Everything is so dark to me in a sense. No one i dont think would understand unless they were me though..








